House Natasha

Why did I not get drunk last night. Should have gone to a huge party and gotten s..tfaced..Then I would have known why I woke up this morning with a raging headache. It feels like my head gonna explode.
Gonna stay down on the sofa and hope it passes soon, I had lots of plans for this weekend.
Hugs to you all.

tinks

Well not ecaxtly really. Its been one of THEM days.. where all is wrong and nothing is good. My neck is bugging me.. I am cranky,sleepy, and more tired than whats healthy. Its one of them days when my walls crack up, and it shows that i have been in hell and back for the last 1.5 year roughly.

It happens some times that it shows, it just surfaces and kicks me in my head it feels like. At times all the hard thoughts about what i have missed in all this time surfaces, anger, frustration, sadness, even if i was lucky it bites me some times.

And so it starts..
New blog.. away with the old one.. new day .. clean start..? Going to try and keep you all posted as often as possible. The ones of you that knows me we.. know i write what i meanI say what i mean. That is why there are blogs,  right .. ? If you dont like it .. then dont read it ?
Anyway, short start I am online working, just wanted to make a 1. entry to see it all works.
 
tinks