House Natasha

This morning I woke up and through blurry eyes looked at my alarm clock… 6:45am. The alarm must have just gone off I thought to myself, then sat there for a few moments trying to become a bit more awake, but really just going back and forth between spacing out and dozing off. When I looked at the clock again, it said 6:45am. In that instant a bit of panic filled me, and I turned to look at the clock on the wall. It was 2 minutes to 8am. I’m supposed to be at work at 8am.

After I sent an email to work, letting them know I was running a bit late I quickly dashed around the house getting ready. What must have happened was that I’d decided I was going to set the alarm for a later time after it had gone off. I’d managed to move the slider to the alarm time setting, however I apparently didn’t manage to actually finish setting it before I went back to sleep. I hate being late.

Work wasn’t horrible, but it did feel long. It didn’t help that because I was late I had to make up some time too. I think about the time the day ended, I was finally ready to focus and work though. I was fairly distracted all day. Very obviously my mind was elsewhere, as on my lunch break I decided I just had to write another entry for my blog. I was also very chatty today.

my Lady offered a room to me in Her home, and I’m eager to move in. Last night though I realized there is something that I need to take care of before I can do that. In SL, I’ve had a room at my former Mistress’ house for some time. I don’t often spend time there, but it was nice to have a place to unpack some of my things for a time. To have a place that was mine whenever I needed it. I need to talk with her before I move in. I just don’t feel right about just packing up all of my things and disappearing. I am a bit worried about how the conversation might go though, as I don’t want to hurt her feelings.

I’m much more tired tonight than I’ve been as of late, and it’s probably a good idea that I get to bed a bit earlier. I don’t want a repeat of this morning. I am going to take that PHP book to bed with me though, and read a bit before bed. Speaking of books, I did try to locate a book that my Lady requested I get. I was hoping I might find a .pdf copy, so that I could begin reading it right away, however it appears that I’m going to have to order it. The book is “Erotic Slavehood: a Miss Abernathy Omnibus,” and is listed on the Resources page of this site.

(UPDATE: While in the process of writing this entry I noticed that my former Mistress was in-world, and I went and spoke with her. It was a bit difficult, but not in any way as hard as I had thought it might be. As she even pointed out, she has had no hold over me for a long time. I’m glad it’s been done though, and I can move into my Lady’s home with a clear conscious. I am so excited to move into Her home! :) )