House Natasha

Alright, I’ve wanted to write about this for some time now, but what’s the point of writing about something when you don’t have an outlet? Now, I’ve got this blog and I intend to use it to my best ability. I’ve also got part of a lunch hour, so let’s see how much I can actually accomplish :)

I had a difficult time falling asleep last night. Despite the fact that I was feeling a bit ill, and had taken some Nyquil, the thoughts of my Lady and things to come kept me awake. In all honesty, there is some nervousness. I want to measure up, and prove myself worthy. Those feelings alone give me a strength to face the trials to come. However, there is something else that tries to rob me of that strength… doubt. What if I don’t measure up? What if I’m not worthy? What if I am unable to serve my Lady the way She deserves?

so Hiiiiiii

ummm

byeee

It’s amazing how a day can start and end in completely different ways. When I woke up this morning I was quite miserable. I’ve been trying to stay healthy, however my roomie has been ill this week, and today all hope that it might pass me by was removed when I awoke to a very sore throat and a stuffy head. As if that wasn’t enough I found a nice little cough to match it a little bit later.

I've linked image galleries from the main menu. When you upload an image, select a gallery to put it in. If no gallery fits what you want, make a new one. I believe house members should have access to the image gallery admin page now. I'm not sure how it works though, I'd guess you can see just one or 2 links on the admin page :)

Ami and I were talking to Heloise in front of the school, and she happened to mention this site: http://secondlife.wikia.com/wiki/Main_Page

The feature article is about a sim called Rouge, that has been built to look like a woman, bending over, with her ankles shackled to a leash post. The woman is based on the sim's owner, CodeBreaker Redgrave.
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Today is the first day in months, actually most of the year, that its rained. It is probably also only the second time this year its rained. Now its not a strong rain, but it is falling :) Normally we just get fog. Horror movie style fog, which makes driving up the very large hills here with no guardrails pretty damn scary. The rain doesn't actually drop. So I'm excited. I'd be giddy if it would just start with the thunder and lightning! :) Unfortunately the sun and rain are fighting right now, and its only raining in small spurts.

I've turned on anonymous comments. I've avoided it so far, but I installed a fairly good spam filter. Anyone able to post a blog has also had administer comments turned on. So if you see a spam comment you can report it as spam and remove it from the blog. If the comments turn out to be mostly spam, I can turn moderating of the comments on or just plain remove their access again. This will hopefully allow those of you who give out your blog links a way for people to talk back without having to get approved by me.

Well not ecaxtly really. Its been one of THEM days.. where all is wrong and nothing is good. My neck is bugging me.. I am cranky,sleepy, and more tired than whats healthy. Its one of them days when my walls crack up, and it shows that i have been in hell and back for the last 1.5 year roughly.

It happens some times that it shows, it just surfaces and kicks me in my head it feels like. At times all the hard thoughts about what i have missed in all this time surfaces, anger, frustration, sadness, even if i was lucky it bites me some times.